Problems and frustration

I'm hoping that this blog actually makes it up on my blog. I have written two since the last one on hobbies and if I must say so myself, they were quite good. But no one will ever read them becuase for some reason my blogspot is taking FOREVER to put things up and I don't have time to wait. It's just not working for me. I think my blog is too big, but what am I supposed to do about that. And...Michelle's blog is no longer available and that is not cool. Matt's is doing something funny. Am I the only one still writing on these things? Hello? Anyone out there?